My God, Am I Alone or Are you there?

Many people think that God is always behind us in their lives...I don't know whether it's true or not. All I know is I feel alone in mine. Do you think that God will help me to pay my taxes, to find a job, to take care of those I love, like... We need to be responsible and  to take charge.  Autonomy is the key word so rely on yourself.

I sometimes believe in God because I like thinking that somebody is helping me, from the sky...

Well, finally, I don't know if God exists....Philosophers should keep studying this subject!