Don't dwell on.

I sometimes feel alone even if I have many friends around me! I would like to talk about one event:

I had a very good friend who was my teammate at school : before and after the ceremony of graduation, I sent him 2 mails just to ask him: WHat's up?" And nothing! no answer! I think I will not see him anymore...

Each of us will follow his path in his life...I am not sad. I am just fed up because that it is hard to keep good friends. Of course! U can get along with people for a while but this is not real friendship. U only tease the other one, have fun and then nothing more...

Likewise,I have just discovered that I have never had really very close friends. I mean, a guy who can be my sort of brother. I don't want to talk about girls as this is another matter, a more complicated matter! I may be an independant guy who can have many friends but nothing more...I sometimes wanted to have a bro instead of a sis! hehe That's a horrible tought! ya lah!ya lah!

I am just rambling like a girl today! :)